Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Eh I'm all sad n shit.

I'm just going to hurt her =/.

I need somebody to love, to take care of, and I want somebody to love me back, it's been so long.
Everyone has someone but me.
Which makes me feel like shit because i need people around me or I feel alone.

I need to stop trying to make other happy and try to make myself happy, I need to work out who I am.

There’s a man with an axe
Standing in the rain
Looked me straight in the eyes
This is what he had to say
Never fall asleep
You won’t wake up
Destroy the guillotine
Before he does


I don't trust anyone.
Well I trust different people with different things but there's no one I can tell everything to that won't repeat anything.
Even fucking Mike couldn't keep things to himself and now I need to make explanations. He's supposed to be someone I could trust.
I wish I never met him.
I wish I had never done what I did. I wish Campbell or Ellen had been home, I wished he could forgive me, I wished he wouldn't spread shit, I wish he cared, I wish she was normal, I wish he was mine, I wish I wasn't jealous and I wished he wasn't see through and just a dick.

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