Bah
I was like so happy at Natalies, everything was so easy, her house is the happiest place Ive ever lived at.
Things are gunna start getting bad again. Ive been so good since Ive lived with Natalie, I wanted to make them happy and proud of me but now I have no one thats gunna look after me all the time, stop me from doing bad shit and just keep me happy. I have to look after myself again, and apprently I'm no good at that. Living at Frank and mary's won't work for too long, I know mum won't pay them like she keeps promising. Im sick of all the shit she causes, I don't want to see her for a long time. Things are always harder with her in my life because she's always creating new dramas so her own life doesn't get to boring but all of her shit ends up on me and I can't take it. I saw her today to get stuff from home. I might go back once or twice in the next week but after that I don't think Ill talk to her for 1 or 2 months and see how things go. If they're easier maybe it would be better if mum was out of my life for good. Im sure that will happen, and it makes me real sad, nothing really bads ever happened in our family really but all the small bad things have built up over time so everyone in the house clashes with each other and theres no trust or respect for anyone. I can't stand it. She's never been a good mother to me. Natalie n Dean give me rewards and incentives. mum takes a dollar out of the ten dollars she gives me each week for everytime I miss behave. She treats me like Im five. Ive shown her I can live out of home and succeed without her but she wants me back so she can control what I do, at the same time she doesn't want me, that's why Im at Frank n Mary's, so she can watch over me, but she can't do that if I have no contact with her. I don't need her anymore. She's nothing to me.
Monday, August 3, 2009
Stolen from Kenzie
Ok so what you do is you enter your answer to the questions into urbandictionary and you have to post the FIRST definition you see. Get it? Kay good. I LOVE GAMES!
Your Name: Georgia
a girl that is so amazingly sexy all guys dribble when they see her.
a girl that is so amazingly sexy all guys dribble when they see her.
boy: i've just started dribbling, there must be a Georgia near
Your Age: 16
Legal age for fucking in the UK.
1. Woohoo! I'm 16! Now I can go and get my brains fucked even more by some guy.
2. Shit, now I can't fuck guys over threatening statutory rape after they fuck my brains out.
3. Woohoo! My girlfriend turned 16 today. Now I can fuck her brains out in front of the cop shop! and give them the finger at the same time! ...Next day: *knock at door* "I'm afraid we're going to have to take you to the station for indecent public behaviour, and for having sex with a minor - she turned 15 yesterday, not 16" ... "Shit, the fucking bitch slut!"
2. Shit, now I can't fuck guys over threatening statutory rape after they fuck my brains out.
3. Woohoo! My girlfriend turned 16 today. Now I can fuck her brains out in front of the cop shop! and give them the finger at the same time! ...Next day: *knock at door* "I'm afraid we're going to have to take you to the station for indecent public behaviour, and for having sex with a minor - she turned 15 yesterday, not 16" ... "Shit, the fucking bitch slut!"
Someone you know: Larissa
| a sweet girl with a nice personality... body is a banging Damnn, you see Larissa walking down the hall |
What Should you be Doing: Sleeping
To masturbate furiously in your room while praying that your grandma doesn't come in.
GET OUT GRANDMA! I was sleeping.
Those were sleeping noises grandma.
Those were sleeping noises grandma.
Favourite Colour: Electric Blue
| Super awesome bright blue. It's pretty bad ass. -"What's your favorite color?" -"Electric blue, man. | ||
Birthplace: Invercargill
Invercargill, the Southernmost city in New Zealand, perhaps the world!
I'm off to Invercargill!
Invercargill is the best place on earth!
Invercargill is the best place on earth!
Birthday Month: June
| The month the hottest people in the world are born. DAMN! i'm hot i was born in june! |
Last Person you Spoke Too: Mary
| one who is seemingly innocent. Mary is commonly known as a good girl, for example: the virgin mary ... however Mary is a bad girl who never gets caught. person1: ...christian cheerleader? a Mary?!?! person2: yeah, at practice and chruch is a goody good... but you should've seen her at the party. |
One of your Nicknames: Gee
Dublin slang for female genitalia
The whack of her gee was brutal
-her vagina didn't smell very nice
-her vagina didn't smell very nice
Your Ex: Caleb
to have a sexy body. to have strong biceps, and ripped abs, and a nice ass
look at that caleb lifting 500 lbs!!thats guy is a total caleb!
Man, that caleb is a total hottie!
Monday, June 22, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
. . .
And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
Things are gonna be better soon, I can tell, it's gonna start to get really good really soon, like it used to be. Im gonna start having fun =D
xx
We realize how small we are
Things are gonna be better soon, I can tell, it's gonna start to get really good really soon, like it used to be. Im gonna start having fun =D
xx
I Climb, I Slip, I Fall
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love and I
I will
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way
Friends. They're way better. It's easier to talk now. Idk it was easy before but it feels easier for you now, as long as your happy I'm gonna be happy.
We'll show the world they were wrong
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love and I
I will
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way
Friends. They're way better. It's easier to talk now. Idk it was easy before but it feels easier for you now, as long as your happy I'm gonna be happy.
We'll show the world they were wrong
Sunday, June 14, 2009
>.<
Bah
I hate being fucked around and not knowing what's happening, I know it's not your fault. People say you treat me like shit but I can't see it, it's making me depressed though, I'm not sure how long I can handle it for at all, I don't want to get bad again like last time, but at least when you're fucked you can only get better and then things always get really good for a while I hope.
Like idk, sometimes it feels like you don't care about me and all and i'm just ike fuck but I'm gonna do anything to keep you/ make you happy, even if I can only have you as a friend I need you to be happy, then I can be happy, but atm it feels like you don't even want me as a friend and like idk you know how I feel nd I hate not knowing you want, it makes things harder, I cannot deal with confusion. It's been a week since it happened. And I can already tell I'm gonna be fucked. This won't end well at all but I'm not sure if I can stop.
She puffs her lips on cigarettes and paces in the lobby
Silhouettes of pure white skin
A super in post-party
She is the string that holds your fate
The one that gets it started
So if you’ve got the balls to fight then put your mouth around it
Anorexic beauty queen with painted eyes so toxic
Flowers painted on her back, centerfold erotic
She’s had a gram, a shot, a slam, enough to start a riot
Everybody wants a piece
But only you're invited
I hate being fucked around and not knowing what's happening, I know it's not your fault. People say you treat me like shit but I can't see it, it's making me depressed though, I'm not sure how long I can handle it for at all, I don't want to get bad again like last time, but at least when you're fucked you can only get better and then things always get really good for a while I hope.
Like idk, sometimes it feels like you don't care about me and all and i'm just ike fuck but I'm gonna do anything to keep you/ make you happy, even if I can only have you as a friend I need you to be happy, then I can be happy, but atm it feels like you don't even want me as a friend and like idk you know how I feel nd I hate not knowing you want, it makes things harder, I cannot deal with confusion. It's been a week since it happened. And I can already tell I'm gonna be fucked. This won't end well at all but I'm not sure if I can stop.
She puffs her lips on cigarettes and paces in the lobby
Silhouettes of pure white skin
A super in post-party
She is the string that holds your fate
The one that gets it started
So if you’ve got the balls to fight then put your mouth around it
Anorexic beauty queen with painted eyes so toxic
Flowers painted on her back, centerfold erotic
She’s had a gram, a shot, a slam, enough to start a riot
Everybody wants a piece
But only you're invited
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Weeeeee!
I got my eyebrow pierced to day =D
I got really freaked out at the start Ryan was like WTF but Rose made me calm and I got it in the end =]
And and Rosie got her conch pierced, it looks really cool!
eeee Im tooo paranoid!! But I'm going to see mike next week =]
Fuck my eyebrow hurts. It feels like someone punched it.
Hahaha genital herpes.
Lol fail.
Fuck I broke my nail today, it's taken 6 months to grow, I cried. It actually hurt more then my piercings.
I miss Mckenzie!
And I love Larissa!!
And Rose!!
And Everyone xD
I got really freaked out at the start Ryan was like WTF but Rose made me calm and I got it in the end =]
And and Rosie got her conch pierced, it looks really cool!
eeee Im tooo paranoid!! But I'm going to see mike next week =]
Fuck my eyebrow hurts. It feels like someone punched it.
Hahaha genital herpes.
Lol fail.
Fuck I broke my nail today, it's taken 6 months to grow, I cried. It actually hurt more then my piercings.
I miss Mckenzie!
And I love Larissa!!
And Rose!!
And Everyone xD
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