Thursday, May 21, 2009

Weeeeee!

I got my eyebrow pierced to day =D








I got really freaked out at the start Ryan was like WTF but Rose made me calm and I got it in the end =]

And and Rosie got her conch pierced, it looks really cool!
eeee Im tooo paranoid!! But I'm going to see mike next week =]
Fuck my eyebrow hurts. It feels like someone punched it.

Hahaha genital herpes.
Lol fail.

Fuck I broke my nail today, it's taken 6 months to grow, I cried. It actually hurt more then my piercings.


I miss Mckenzie!

And I love Larissa!!

And Rose!!

And Everyone xD

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Eh I'm all sad n shit.

I'm just going to hurt her =/.

I need somebody to love, to take care of, and I want somebody to love me back, it's been so long.
Everyone has someone but me.
Which makes me feel like shit because i need people around me or I feel alone.

I need to stop trying to make other happy and try to make myself happy, I need to work out who I am.

There’s a man with an axe
Standing in the rain
Looked me straight in the eyes
This is what he had to say
Never fall asleep
You won’t wake up
Destroy the guillotine
Before he does


I don't trust anyone.
Well I trust different people with different things but there's no one I can tell everything to that won't repeat anything.
Even fucking Mike couldn't keep things to himself and now I need to make explanations. He's supposed to be someone I could trust.
I wish I never met him.
I wish I had never done what I did. I wish Campbell or Ellen had been home, I wished he could forgive me, I wished he wouldn't spread shit, I wish he cared, I wish she was normal, I wish he was mine, I wish I wasn't jealous and I wished he wasn't see through and just a dick.

Silky seals.

Larissa and I saw a seal in the weekend.
It was beautiful, I squealed.
It like yawned and shit.












I want a proper home.
Everyone I know lives with their parents or someone that chose to have them.
I got told to leave for a night and my parents decided it was not convenient to have me back, that hurt a bit.

Fuck.
You're too good for me.
And you're not good enough.

Bah I'm trying to find trouble. Not on purpose but it's a distraction and I look for it.



Ahahahahahahaha
*Texting Larissa*
LarissaSeal: Ahahahaha I lol at old people, I was in town and this old lady was walking and her friends were like 'Oh come back we're over here Elsie'
GeorgiePuss:Ahahahahahaha. Fail.

Old people make me lol so much.
Frank and Mary are talking about pigeons atm o.0

I'm sure I'm going fail school this year, I've missed too many credits this year. It's sort of gutting but I just can't concentrate atm.

Fuck I'm tired.
Yeaaaah.

Ily my wee seal!!