>.<

Gah, I really don't want to go back to school, I'm sick of failing because I know I'm better then that, all my teachers think I'm stupid but I'm actually not, I just can't pay attention in class, mike says it's because of stress but like yeah, the only time I've done better at school was when I lived at Nat's, things were so much easier there, no one pressured me, no one disliked me, I had no fights.
Things were real relaxed, I was allowed to have a few drinks on school nights occasionally as long as I went to bed early, and went I went to school I actually did work, I wish so much that I could still live there, maybe I can when I get a job which should be real soon =]

bahhhh!!!

I'm fucking sorry that I annoy you so much, I just want to make you happy but apparently I suck at that, you know you mean everything to me, I love you so much.
You only love me sometimes though.

Blahhh

Man im like soo fucking confused, its way to difficult, I just wanna be alone for a bit n make my mind up.