You're dick.

I was fucking right, Your a pathetic lying peace of scum.
Fuck you.

. . .

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are



Things are gonna be better soon, I can tell, it's gonna start to get really good really soon, like it used to be. Im gonna start having fun =D


xx

I Climb, I Slip, I Fall
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love and I
I will
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way

Friends. They're way better. It's easier to talk now. Idk it was easy before but it feels easier for you now, as long as your happy I'm gonna be happy.



We'll show the world they were wrong

>.<

Bah
I hate being fucked around and not knowing what's happening, I know it's not your fault. People say you treat me like shit but I can't see it, it's making me depressed though, I'm not sure how long I can handle it for at all, I don't want to get bad again like last time, but at least when you're fucked you can only get better and then things always get really good for a while I hope.
Like idk, sometimes it feels like you don't care about me and all and i'm just ike fuck but I'm gonna do anything to keep you/ make you happy, even if I can only have you as a friend I need you to be happy, then I can be happy, but atm it feels like you don't even want me as a friend and like idk you know how I feel nd I hate not knowing you want, it makes things harder, I cannot deal with confusion. It's been a week since it happened. And I can already tell I'm gonna be fucked. This won't end well at all but I'm not sure if I can stop.

She puffs her lips on cigarettes and paces in the lobby
Silhouettes of pure white skin
A super in post-party
She is the string that holds your fate
The one that gets it started
So if you’ve got the balls to fight then put your mouth around it

Anorexic beauty queen with painted eyes so toxic
Flowers painted on her back, centerfold erotic
She’s had a gram, a shot, a slam, enough to start a riot
Everybody wants a piece
But only you're invited

Weeeeee!

I got my eyebrow pierced to day =D








I got really freaked out at the start Ryan was like WTF but Rose made me calm and I got it in the end =]
And and Rosie got her conch pierced, it looks really cool!
eeee Im tooo paranoid!! But I'm going to see mike next week =]
Fuck my eyebrow hurts. It feels like someone punched it.

Hahaha genital herpes.
Lol fail.

Fuck I broke my nail today, it's taken 6 months to grow, I cried. It actually hurt more then my piercings.


I miss Mckenzie!

And I love Larissa!!

And Rose!!

And Everyone xD

Eh I'm all sad n shit.

I'm just going to hurt her =/.

I need somebody to love, to take care of, and I want somebody to love me back, it's been so long.
Everyone has someone but me.
Which makes me feel like shit because i need people around me or I feel alone.

I need to stop trying to make other happy and try to make myself happy, I need to work out who I am.

There’s a man with an axe
Standing in the rain
Looked me straight in the eyes
This is what he had to say
Never fall asleep
You won’t wake up
Destroy the guillotine
Before he does

I don't trust anyone.
Well I trust different people with different things but there's no one I can tell everything to that won't repeat anything.
Even fucking Mike couldn't keep things to himself and now I need to make explanations. He's supposed to be someone I could trust.
I wish I never met him.
I wish I had never done what I did. I wish Campbell or Ellen had been home, I wished he could forgive me, I wished he wouldn't spread shit, I wish he cared, I wish she was normal, I wish he was mine, I wish I wasn't jealous and I wished he wasn't see through and just a dick.

Silky seals.

Larissa and I saw a seal in the weekend.
It was beautiful, I squealed.
It like yawned and shit.












I want a proper home.
Everyone I know lives with their parents or someone that chose to have them.
I got told to leave for a night and my parents decided it was not convenient to have me back, that hurt a bit.

Fuck.
You're too good for me.
And you're not good enough.

Bah I'm trying to find trouble. Not on purpose but it's a distraction and I look for it.



Ahahahahahahaha
*Texting Larissa*
LarissaSeal: Ahahahaha I lol at old people, I was in town and this old lady was walking and her friends were like 'Oh come back we're over here Elsie'
GeorgiePuss:Ahahahahahaha. Fail.

Old people make me lol so much.
Frank and Mary are talking about pigeons atm o.0

I'm sure I'm going fail school this year, I've missed too many credits this year. It's sort of gutting but I just can't concentrate atm.

Fuck I'm tired.
Yeaaaah.

Ily my wee seal!!